well......unfortunately i finally gave in and decided to come read what the hell is going on here. i just had my wisdom teeth yanked two hours ago, the drugs have over-ridden my better judgment :teehee:
when im here, everyone wants me gone. when im gone, everyone gets pissed off at me anyways. i dont get it. its not like i made a decision one day to stop coming here. last time i was here, i helped out a fellow member, then watched him get bashed just for thanking me. that was sort of the point where i realized this place was much less enjoyable for me. i have no desire to just be the socially acceptable punching bag here. i enjoy debates and stuff like that, but theres not much of that going on here anymore. i had a rough year cause ive been sick, so my schedule has changed a lot, and to be honest, the drama does me no good. i didnt desert my friends here, i stay in contact with tons of people from here. anyone who is really a 'friend' could contact me personally if they were concerned with where i was. the people who started and continued this thread were just people who missed insulting me. i hardly think i have any obligation to them, as far as saying goodbye and explaining why i left.
meat, you really got a laugh out of me. the line about us losing a real friend and whatnot. that was priceless. i expect no less bullshit from a spineless, two faced, passive aggressive, COY pussy like you. oh, wait, you were a friend and supporter of mine? really? wow, all the insults and instigating others to bash me really threw me off!! hahahahaha bite me, meat. if you gave a shit you would ask me privately whats going on, not talk shit about me in a thread started by some fucktard.
i spent a long time working hard running these forums with lee. when i decided not to do that anymore, i didnt abandon everyone, i stuck around and enjoyed it and helped when i could. these days though, hahahahaha, ok ok when the big respected members are gigantic TOOLS like loco, bigred and chase, thats just laughable. bash me all you want, i know, they know SOOOO much about banshees hahahaha i might not own a banshee, but at least im not a complete douche bag hahahahahaha
anyways, ellison, nyuk, kgl, firehead and anyone i missed who is cool and i dont have contact with outside of the site lately, email me anytime!!! brooke@bewmedia.com or add me on myspace http://www.myspace.com/bewmedia i still love all the awesome people here, i didnt mean to leave anyone wondering. and i still check PMs here. i just dont usually read any of the forums.
so, in conclusion, i still love all my favorite people here, and the rest of you assholes can now let this thread die and continue your big circle jerk!!!